Next To You

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make,
I pray to God every day
That you keep that smile.

You are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do
I’ll give my life all for you
Cause you are my dream

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

If you had my child
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on a little me
That’d be mine forever

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Stand by my side, side
When the sky falls down
I’ll be there, I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
To keep you forever



Artist: Conor Maynard ft. Ebony Day
Source: http://fullmp3.mobi

The Road Not Taken

This is my favourite poem ever since secondary school. Enjoy!

Source: http://www.davidpbrown.co.uk/poetry/robert-frost.html

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference

Relationship Killers

Saw this on someone's wall and it grabbed my attention. So I thought its good to share it. I don't feel like explaining it unless if asked.

She Does Not Cares? She Cares?

Can't Let You Go

Well, I was fooling around youtube. Then, on the homepage, I saw a clip. I clicked on it. One clip leads to another. Then, I came across this song accidently. It sounds good to me, so I thought, it would be good sharing the lyrics here. Here we go!

I'm runnin' out of breath
no air is in my chest
its like i can't breathe again
we have another fight
another sleepless night
it's like i can't see the end

were screaming on a daily basis
why we keep wasting
something that was once so strong (ooh)
I can't keep on fakin'
smiling around my friends when
deep inside I feel so wrong

Chorus:
can we fix this?
stop the screaming
I don't wanna have to feel the need to leave when
there's no need and
my addiction
is you, is you, is you

we can do this
we'll get through this 
I don't wanna keep crying
I don't wanna fight no more
I hate that I love you, 
I can't let you go

I can't - ooh

Bridge:
I try forgive you
but you don't listen to a word I say
you're stubborn
you don't learn
but I still love you in every way
I won't fight
you baby baby
i won't lie
to you
I will try
my hardest to keep you in my life


Artist: Maribelle Anes

NTUC Shopping

Well, today is the first day I went to shop alone for groceries. Usually, mum and dad will go out together in the morning to shop together. But today, I did it alone..

Well, to cut the story short, I was like a fool in the NTUC. I spent about 45 minutes there just to find out this items:

• Eggs
• Fish ball
• Hot Dog
• Cinnamon (Today then I know what on earth is Cinnamon)
• Macaroni
• Milk (Low fat)
• Cheese
• Canned Mushroom
• Chicken cube
• Banana (I forgot to buy this thing. LOL)
• Tooth Brush

Total Cost: $19

Then in the afternoon, I was planning to go to the bank to settle some stuff. But then.. Bank closes at 1pm and  I was there at about 3pm. LOL. What a day. So, I changed my course of direction towards Sing Post to post some important items that are being requested by my dad. Well, it was also the 1st time I post an item out of the country. Well, it was quite a good lesson anyway.

That's all ~

Temporary Seperation

It was on 8th November 2011. As usual, I was having a day pack of schedules. But on that day, it was not an ordinary day. It was a historic day. Straight away after my training, I rushed back to my barrack, changed to my book out attire, grabber my bag, and immediately went to the main gate.

I was on my way back. I don't have much time. It was about 6pm. I needed to reach home before 7.30 pm. As I crossed the road to reach the bus stop which was about 50m away from me, I saw the bus '172' which I needed to take. As I was crossing the road, I was thinking whether or not shall I run or wait for another bus. Before I made the decision, my legs has started running towards the bus stop as fast as I could. I don't want to take the risk of being late. It was 6pm! There is a possibility of road jam. I can't afford to wait for another bus. I was sweating like mad. But I did not have the time to care about it. I have limited time.

I reached home at about 6.50pm. I quickly took a fast game dinner, took a shower, and performed my Maghrib prayer. Straight away grabbed a big heavy bag, and went down to take a taxi with my aunt. We took 2 taxis. One for my parents and my grandma. Another one for me and my aunt. At about 7.35pm, we were on our way to Changi Airport. As we were still on our journey, I started to imagine about my life after this. Who can I share my stories with other than my mum? Who will be there for me in front of the door when I come back home other than my mum? Who is going accompany me eating other than mum? Who is going to cook my favourite meal? Who is going to take care of me? As I was thinking about it, slowly, my eyes became watery. Oh no.. Don't..don't.. I can't drop my tears yet.. I am inside taxi with my aunt. I don't want to show my sadness.

We arrived at Changi Airport at about 8.05pm. As I reached the airport, straight away, I grabbed a trolley, put all the luggages.. I walked with my mum, followed her to put the luggages into cargo. I wanna spent as much time as I could with her. Their flight was at about 10.45pm. But I needed to go back at about 9pm because I had to reach my barrack at about 10pm.

At about 9.50pm, mum asked me, "Are you going back now?". As I heard that question, my eyes started to become watery. But I controlled it..I did not want to let it out yet. I answered, "No mum, I still have 10 more minutes". I don't know how to describe my feeling at that time.

At about 9pm, I shook and kissed my dad's hand. Hugged him, and wished the best for him. Then, I turned towards my mum. I hugged her very tightly till I could feel her heart beats.. At this point in time, I could not hold it any more. I let my tears out silently. I could feel her tears too. Mum told me this, "I am sorry for controlling you. Take care of yourself. Take care of your siblings. Fear god". I answered, "Mum. I am sorry for burdening you. I am truly sorry"..I love my mum.. love her so much.. we hugged each other tightly for a few minutes. There is a saying that says, "How fierce or manly a man is, he will still let it out when it comes to his loved ones".

I wiped my tears, I bent towards my youngest brother, Shakir. I told him, "Be a good boy and do not trouble mum". I looked at my dad for the last time. I turned around, and walked away with silent tears. Then I took a cab, and went back to the camp.

When I reached my barrack, my right eye feels pain. Probably because of too much crying? haha.. I don't know man. Two days after that, it became swollen and then I had to go to Medical Center to consult a doctor.

That is all for now.