I Want Them

Istikharah Cinta

I was monitoring some charts for 1 hour. When I logged in to my facebook account, I saw this song.

I liked it. Hence I wanna share it here. Enjoy!

Passing Out Parade

It was 9th Decemeber 2011. After 4 months life as a 'Fit' trainee. Finally we graduated and we gave our Field Instructor the best present at the end of his NS life by being the "Best Squad".

Broken

Next To You

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make,
I pray to God every day
That you keep that smile.

You are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do
I’ll give my life all for you
Cause you are my dream

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

If you had my child
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on a little me
That’d be mine forever

And baby everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Stand by my side, side
When the sky falls down
I’ll be there, I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God every day
To keep you forever



Artist: Conor Maynard ft. Ebony Day
Source: http://fullmp3.mobi

The Road Not Taken

This is my favourite poem ever since secondary school. Enjoy!

Source: http://www.davidpbrown.co.uk/poetry/robert-frost.html

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference

Relationship Killers

Saw this on someone's wall and it grabbed my attention. So I thought its good to share it. I don't feel like explaining it unless if asked.

She Does Not Cares? She Cares?

Can't Let You Go

Well, I was fooling around youtube. Then, on the homepage, I saw a clip. I clicked on it. One clip leads to another. Then, I came across this song accidently. It sounds good to me, so I thought, it would be good sharing the lyrics here. Here we go!

I'm runnin' out of breath
no air is in my chest
its like i can't breathe again
we have another fight
another sleepless night
it's like i can't see the end

were screaming on a daily basis
why we keep wasting
something that was once so strong (ooh)
I can't keep on fakin'
smiling around my friends when
deep inside I feel so wrong

Chorus:
can we fix this?
stop the screaming
I don't wanna have to feel the need to leave when
there's no need and
my addiction
is you, is you, is you

we can do this
we'll get through this 
I don't wanna keep crying
I don't wanna fight no more
I hate that I love you, 
I can't let you go

I can't - ooh

Bridge:
I try forgive you
but you don't listen to a word I say
you're stubborn
you don't learn
but I still love you in every way
I won't fight
you baby baby
i won't lie
to you
I will try
my hardest to keep you in my life


Artist: Maribelle Anes

NTUC Shopping

Well, today is the first day I went to shop alone for groceries. Usually, mum and dad will go out together in the morning to shop together. But today, I did it alone..

Well, to cut the story short, I was like a fool in the NTUC. I spent about 45 minutes there just to find out this items:

• Eggs
• Fish ball
• Hot Dog
• Cinnamon (Today then I know what on earth is Cinnamon)
• Macaroni
• Milk (Low fat)
• Cheese
• Canned Mushroom
• Chicken cube
• Banana (I forgot to buy this thing. LOL)
• Tooth Brush

Total Cost: $19

Then in the afternoon, I was planning to go to the bank to settle some stuff. But then.. Bank closes at 1pm and  I was there at about 3pm. LOL. What a day. So, I changed my course of direction towards Sing Post to post some important items that are being requested by my dad. Well, it was also the 1st time I post an item out of the country. Well, it was quite a good lesson anyway.

That's all ~

Temporary Seperation

It was on 8th November 2011. As usual, I was having a day pack of schedules. But on that day, it was not an ordinary day. It was a historic day. Straight away after my training, I rushed back to my barrack, changed to my book out attire, grabber my bag, and immediately went to the main gate.

I was on my way back. I don't have much time. It was about 6pm. I needed to reach home before 7.30 pm. As I crossed the road to reach the bus stop which was about 50m away from me, I saw the bus '172' which I needed to take. As I was crossing the road, I was thinking whether or not shall I run or wait for another bus. Before I made the decision, my legs has started running towards the bus stop as fast as I could. I don't want to take the risk of being late. It was 6pm! There is a possibility of road jam. I can't afford to wait for another bus. I was sweating like mad. But I did not have the time to care about it. I have limited time.

I reached home at about 6.50pm. I quickly took a fast game dinner, took a shower, and performed my Maghrib prayer. Straight away grabbed a big heavy bag, and went down to take a taxi with my aunt. We took 2 taxis. One for my parents and my grandma. Another one for me and my aunt. At about 7.35pm, we were on our way to Changi Airport. As we were still on our journey, I started to imagine about my life after this. Who can I share my stories with other than my mum? Who will be there for me in front of the door when I come back home other than my mum? Who is going accompany me eating other than mum? Who is going to cook my favourite meal? Who is going to take care of me? As I was thinking about it, slowly, my eyes became watery. Oh no.. Don't..don't.. I can't drop my tears yet.. I am inside taxi with my aunt. I don't want to show my sadness.

We arrived at Changi Airport at about 8.05pm. As I reached the airport, straight away, I grabbed a trolley, put all the luggages.. I walked with my mum, followed her to put the luggages into cargo. I wanna spent as much time as I could with her. Their flight was at about 10.45pm. But I needed to go back at about 9pm because I had to reach my barrack at about 10pm.

At about 9.50pm, mum asked me, "Are you going back now?". As I heard that question, my eyes started to become watery. But I controlled it..I did not want to let it out yet. I answered, "No mum, I still have 10 more minutes". I don't know how to describe my feeling at that time.

At about 9pm, I shook and kissed my dad's hand. Hugged him, and wished the best for him. Then, I turned towards my mum. I hugged her very tightly till I could feel her heart beats.. At this point in time, I could not hold it any more. I let my tears out silently. I could feel her tears too. Mum told me this, "I am sorry for controlling you. Take care of yourself. Take care of your siblings. Fear god". I answered, "Mum. I am sorry for burdening you. I am truly sorry"..I love my mum.. love her so much.. we hugged each other tightly for a few minutes. There is a saying that says, "How fierce or manly a man is, he will still let it out when it comes to his loved ones".

I wiped my tears, I bent towards my youngest brother, Shakir. I told him, "Be a good boy and do not trouble mum". I looked at my dad for the last time. I turned around, and walked away with silent tears. Then I took a cab, and went back to the camp.

When I reached my barrack, my right eye feels pain. Probably because of too much crying? haha.. I don't know man. Two days after that, it became swollen and then I had to go to Medical Center to consult a doctor.

That is all for now.

Wash Away Your Sins

The statements below, I got it from an FB page that I am subscribed to.

I thought, it will be good sharing it here as a reminder for others and for myself too.

Whoever says, 'Subhan Allah wa bihamdihi,' one hundred times a day, will be forgiven all his sins even if they were as much as the foam of the sea. [narrated Abu Hurairah in Bukhari] - [a reminder to myself first and foremost as I don't usually take advantage of this beautiful practice every single day!]

AutoIt for automation

Dear Bloggy,

Its time for me to write an automation script or say some automation tutorial before the release of my ebook to the public.

I need to complete this thing by next week. I will start doing in on next Friday IF I am home.

Before I lose focus, I shall include the link to the automation programming language below.

Here you go!

Well, I have to say that I've never used this language before. But I know I will be able to grasp it in a matter of time. Hope that I will be able to learn it by next Friday.

Till then.

Poke Balls

I happened to remember last time, let me think.. I think when I was in primary 4. I was so engrossed with Pokemon. So there was a snack sold in the market, each of the packet contained 1 pokemon trading card. Whenever I received a poke ball card, I will ask my sister to go find the shop owner to exchange the card for the real poke ball. I thought at that time that each shop was given a machine to manufacture poke balls.

Haha I know I know. I was childish ok. Satisfied? :p

Randomness

I have too many things to do at once. I don't know which one to start. I don't know whether or not can I finish them all before the end of this year.

Here are the list:

• Religious Report / Docs related to Sunnah Prayers
• Writing a script / application that will solve my VPS problem. I am still unsure how to do this. But I know I can somehow complete it
• Writing my first ebook.
• Developing and driving traffic to my to be squeeze page
• Invest in my 3rd to be Expert Advisor
• Revise my religious studies

Well, currently, I am multi tasking everything as in do this a bit and then change to do the other subject. Some people say that multi-tasking is not good. It is better to focus and do one thing at a time. But for me personally, I get bored easily if I do one thing for a long time. That's why I do bit by bit, step by step.

That's all for now.

Stevie Hoang - Nobody

Nobodys gonna love you like i did
Nobodys gonna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobodys gonna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gonna love you till the end
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do

Now since you've been gone girl ive been doing so good
Stackin that paper you know i made it out the hood
But still i find you being on my mind and i just wanna let you know
I heard you got a man but can he do it like me
Give you that lovin and take care of you like me
Cant you see i got what you need nobodys gunna give you more

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gonna see

Nobodys gonna love you like i did
Nobodys gonna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobodys gonna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gonna love you till the end
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do

Now we've been friends kickin it since we back in high school
There aint nobody that knows you better then i do
You can try, but you'll always find that theres no gettin over us
I know we both said some things we didnt mean to
But lets just put it behind us girl i aint mad at you
What we had, can we get it back cuz theres no point in wastin time

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gonna see

Nobodys gonna love you like i did
Nobodys gonna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobodys gonna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gonna love you till the end
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nan ever do it better
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Cuz we belong together

Girl its crazy you were my baby
I shoulda never let you go
And no other can do it better
And your gonna see

Nobodys gonna love you like i did
Nobodys gonna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobodys gonna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gonna love you till the end
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do

Nobodys gonna love you like i did
Nobodys gonna kiss the way i kiss
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do
Nobodys gonna spend the way i spent
Nobodys gonna love you till the end
Nobodys gonna play the fool for you
Nobodys gonna love you like i do.


Artist: Stevie Hoang

Forgiveness

Wrist Injury

Well, this week is a very challenging week. I sustained a wrist injury since last Saturday during street soccer match. At first, I thought it was just a simple injury that will goe off in a matter of hours. But I was wrong.. completely wrong. It lasted for about 1 week.

And... The worst thing is that I kinda forced myself to do self physical training. The pain got worsen after I did some pull ups. At that point in time, I realized that I have to give some attentions to my wrist. From that day (I think Wednesday) onwards till today, I tried not to use my right hand except when eating.

Glad that I am at home. I applied some temporary bandage to fix my wrist bag. Hopefully, it will get better soon. I think the good thing about this injury is, I could strengthen my left more. That's all for now dear bloggy.

Blood Types

Well, the below illustrations are not necessarily true.

Street Soccer Outing 29 Oct

Every time they (my ns friends) invited me to come along with them eating here, eating there, outing here, outing there, I rejected their invitation,.

Well, some of them feels that I am arrogant. Honestly, I don't care what do they think of me. I just don't want to spend unnecessarily. Many of them, after about 2 - 3 weeks, they don't have anything left. Quite stupid sometime if you were to think about it again.

But today, they organized a street soccer event at Admiralty. So I was like "why not?". So to cut the story short, we supposed to meet at 8am. Buttt... somehow, they changed the timing to 8.30 am and they did not inform me at all. And because I am a super time sensitive person, I reached there at 7.59 am. I waited for everyone to come till about 9am.

And again to cut the story short, we played like crazy. Oh yea, I was wearing a long sleeve white shirt and a 3/4 black pant. We took turn to become goal keepers because no one likes to be a keeper. So when I was a keeper, I managed to save difficult shots. But, I missed easy shots. haha. I know it does not make sense. But, what else can I do?

Then when, I became a defender, someone.. someone..someone accidently hit my right tights. Man, it was pain like he**. I could'nt get up immediately. It was too painful. I quitted the game and sat at one corner trying to recover and reduce the pain. Eventually, I did not play for the next few games for my own safety. Then I think I rejoined the game and we played till 12.30pm.

As I walked home, I was struggling and was trying my best to walk normally. Its really pain. When I reached home, I took a quick nap after performing my zohor prayer. When I woke up, the pain was not that bad. I hope that I could fully recover by tomorrow.

That's all for now.

Sushi

Well, I don't know why do I think of Sushi suddenly.

And when I think of Sushi, I think of Sakura. Its been a long time since the last time I went there. I want a lamb chop, chicken chop, sushi, siew mai, pizza, ice cream, cakes, crabs, salmon.

I wish that the next time I go to Sakura is with that someone ~ ;)

Gosh!! Talking about Sakura alone makes my mouth watery and I can hear my tummy singing a "starvation" song.

Man, talking about Sakura alone, remind me of buying Mi Sedap at NTUC later. I can't afford to go back into jail without enjoying my favourite snacks.

Love Is Everyone's Needs

Do You Feel Lonely?

Value or Success?

Cover Up or Expose?

Well, I don't feel like writing much on this topic unless if asked.

Would you rather be like an exposed lollipop who is exposed to many flies or would you rather be like a wrapped lollipop who is not exposed to flies?

Innocent Child

Innocent people being killed in Palastine. By who? Zinonists.

All I Have Is Love

Girl loving you is all I have to give

Girl if you're looking for love
You know that I'll be the last one standing
Girl if you open your heart
You'll realize that you just can't fight it
You waited so long
For a love that's gonna last forever
Baby just give me a chance
Cause I know that we can stay together

Wish I can give you all the finer things
Like designer bags and diamond rings
What I got for you is all you need
Girl loving you is all I have to give

All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
Girl loving you is all I have to give

Girl let's lay under the stars
Look up and we'll see the perfect skylight
Feel the beating of my heart
No need to rush baby let's take our time
You waited so long
For a love that's gonna last forever
Baby just give me a chance
Cause I know that we can stay together

Wish I can give you all the finer things
Like designer bags and diamond rings
What I got for you is all you need
Girl loving you is all I have to give

All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
Girl loving you is all I have to give

Girl I'll be
Girl I'll be your knight and shining armor
Baby just come with me
And you'll never feel alone again

Wish I can give you all the finer things
Like designer bags and diamond rings
What I got for you is all you need
Girl loving you is all I have to give

All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
All I have is love {all I have is love}
Girl loving you is all I have to give

Wish I can give you all the finer things
Like designer bags and diamond rings
What I got for you is all you need
Girl loving you is all I have to give

Artist: Stevie Hoang
Source: http://www.lyricsmania.com

"I felt like singing it for someone. But umm.. I think I am not gonna do that unless requested.." ~ >_<

Reminder

Alright, I am gonna remind myself in this post here.

Dear Syahmul Aziz,

Please do not forget to write 2 trading plans. One is for zigzag-Fibonacci Retracement combo. Another one is for Parabolic SAR-MACD-CCI-Fibonacci Expension combo. Both seems to be great systems. I am kinda undecided on which trading plans to stick to. Goshh!

Seluruh Mahabbah

Hari ini, saya terasa macam nak bercakap dalam bahasa Melayu. Hmm.. ok lagu ni kat mana eh saya dengar?

Oh ok dah ingat dah. Lagu ini saya dapat tahu daripada seorang kawan yang post lagu ini kat facebook. Selepas mendengar, jatuh cinta dengan lagu ni. Ianya agak menenangkan, merdu, menyentuh jiwa. Ok nah liriknya:

Bulan pun pernah menyaksikan kisah,
cinta seorang nabi yang mulia,
apalah daya untuk kita semua,
meraih cinta yang suci dan tulus,

Dilahirkan ke dunia,
untuk kita semua,
dialah pembawa,
cinta sebenarnya,

Ya Rasulullah,
Seluruh mahabbah,
kuberikan kunyatakan,
hanya kepada mu,

Ya Rasulullah,
Seluruh mahabbah,
kuberikan kunyatakan,
hanya kepada mu,

Wajah baginda,
penuh bercahaya,
kekasih Allah yang paling setia,

Bumi Madinah,
menjadi mulia,
menghubung hati yang,
merindu padaNYA.

Dilahirkan ke dunia,
untuk kita semua,
dialah pembawa,
cinta sebenarnya.

Ya Rasulullah,
Seluruh mahabbah,
kuberikan kunyatakan,
hanya kepada mu. 

Just so you know - jesse mccartney

"Just So You Know"

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus] 


Source: www.azlyrics.com
Artist: Jesse McCartney

Bosson- one in a million

Something you should know about One In A Million Lyrics Title: Bosson - One In A Million lyrics Artist: Bosson Lyrics Visitors: 53175 visitors have hited One In A Million Lyrics since June 03, 2010. Send "One In A Million" Ringtone to your Cell You're one in a million Oh Now You're one in a million Oh Sometimes I can't hate you every day Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see Only one can really make me stay A sign from the sky Said to me [Chorus] You're one in a million You're once in a lifetime You made me discover all the stars above us You're one in a million You're once in a lifetime You made me discover all the stars above us I've been looking for that special one And I've been searching for someone to give my love And when I thought that all the hope was gone You smile, there you were and I was gone I always will remember how I felt that day A feeling indescribable to me Yeah I always knew there was an answer for my prayer And you, you're the one for me [Chorus x 2] I was cool and everything was possible You tried to catch me but it wasn't possible Nobody could hurt me it was my game Until I met you baby and went insane And when you didn't want me, I wanted you Because the finer thing bout it was I like to go I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard You know it's worth it if ya find your heart [Chorus x 2] You're one in a million Oh You're one in a million Source: www.lyrics007.com Artist: Bosson

New Year 20111

Alright let's get started!

First of all, let's reflect what are the things that I have achieved according to my plan resolution las year(2010).

What I can remember is that I managed to achieve 2 things. (Actually I don't remember what I have wrote) But I am pretty sure that the 2 things below was in the list:
1. SPINNOVEX
2. certain amount of income

Thank you Allah for fulfilling part of my dream. SPINNOVEX is a umm all student dream. Its an annual event for outstanding Final Year Project.

Then for the second achievement..is a bit senstive..Its a secret man! I thank Allah for that too :)


so for this year 2011, I have a prepared a few things that I want to achieve as well.. want to know? bleh :p

2011 resolution/plan/whatever they call it(I don't care):
1. I want to try to reach $X000/month income by the end of December
2. I want to convert my java application to a web java applet or Facebook application.
3. I want to get a GPA of 4.0 this semester
4. I want to decide my citizenship my March
5. I want to self learn PHP programming language
6. I want to try the "build your electric generator" guide book
7. I want to have at least 3 good websites
8. I want to understand and know someone
9. I want to work for a few more months before taking my degree
10. I want to build several applications(JAVA/iPhone/iPad/Android) altough I am not so good at programming
16. I want to register a company (this one talk talk only)
17. got a few more list that are ment to be private